Infinitely absurd

Before you race ya mind, wanna let you know that this post has no resemblance to the reality


I dunno if you remember, you once told me you cared. But now I see the truth in your eyes. It always has been like if I was never even there. Now All I hear now is your lies. I felt that you and I were also close but now it seems we've drifted afar. Now your true self shows. You have left me alone with this single scar. You have left me in the cold, all alone and afraid for no reasons of mine.I’ve shed these tears for you though it has never mattered to you. I see you're off with my heart full of pain. For you have made me but a lonely lost soul. All alone with nothing to do, all alone with this pain. There's nothing I could say; I'm slowly dying in vein. Every day since it happened, I have been replaying it in my head. My faith in friendship, trust, and loyalty is dead! Everything that I have spent half my life building has been destroyed. Dreams have been crushed and my sense of self-being has been replaced by hate and vengeance. I've watched you through the bottom of this empty glass -How you've changed. Don't turn around; I don't want you to see this tears. Just leave as quickly as you came; the pain in my eyes is too clear. Make your way toward the door. I’m trying to seem strong; Emotion I'm trying to hide. You brought us here; There's no comfort from having tried. I cannot get close to anyone anymore. And I'll soon be on the mend.